Baby Kaycee..WELCOME to the world.. :* Tita Bhey LOVES YOU ALOT!

Last August 9, 2009 my sister gave birth to her first daughter, Kaycee. I'm very happy of having her to the family. But know what? It was a hard delivery in the part of my sister. She almost had a dry labor! O_O One of the saddest fact was that, the baby was in critical condition when she came out. She had eaten her own stole while inside of my sister's womb. The baby was over due. :( It was very painful in our part to know that our little angel Kaycee would suffer such thing. As my mother told us the whole story, I felt that my body shaken. My sister wasn't able to walk or get up. The most hurting I heard was to know that baby Kaycee was inside the Nursery Intensive Care Unit(NICU) in the BMC Hospital in Naga City. An oxygen apparatus and dextrose were attached to her. She looked so pale and seemed that she wouldn't able to live anymore. My mother felt hopeless yet it hurt her alot seeing the baby on that condition. The pain was undefined. It hurt me soooo much! :'( I PRAYED ALOT for their safety and recovery. All of us prayed. We had a pray-over activity inside the house which was led by my Aunt. Afterwards, I, together with my three bothers, had a Holy Rosary Prayer.

Until school days, I even brought that pain in the school. What should be the appropriate emotion to feel? I couldn't pretend that I didn't care! I love my sister and the same way with her daughter. I LLOOVVEE then both..

Prayer would always be the most powerful healing way. GOD is GREAT. Our prayers were heard. GOD felt our pains.



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HALE YOU OH LORD! PRAISE YOU! YOU"RE THE MIGHTIEST OF ALL! I BELIEVE IN YOUR POWER, MIGHT, GLORY, MIRACLES, HOPE and LOVE.

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Yesterday, August 16, 2009--they went HOME! It was amazing that baby Kaycee had a fast recovery inside the hospital. The doctor didn't recommend her any vitamins. :) Cutie, cutie, cutie little angel sent from heaven. She would gonna be a strong lady someday. I felt very excited and happy to see my sister and Kaycee. I gave my sister a BIG HUG and SWEET KISSES on the cheeks. Baby Kaycee looked little in size, has fair complexion and hairy skin. She's adorable. :) I was distracted then from reviewing my notes for the exams. Oh well! I didn't mind it much. (is it a good idea? na-ah! have a second thought on it gal.) I kept on having glimpse over the baby. Who doesn't love babies? Seeing the way she moved her cute lips, the kicks of her tiny yer strong legs, movements of her hands and head. EVERYTHING about her would always be LOVELY! :D As a fact that would never be changed. I even changed her pampers when it got wet. Lola Nena was the one who cleaned her poo-poo. :D I don't know it yet, someday I will for sure! :D) I watched over her while all of them had their dinner.

I want to make sure that baby Kaycee will grow healthy, beautiful and SMART lass. I'll do everything I could to make that so. I'll gonna read Child Psychology books to help my sister guide Kaycee to have a healthy mind and joyful moments with us and everyone else she'll gonna meet. I even want to teach her to play the piano and all stuff possible to be taught. Isn't it great? I know it is. Right? :D

I love you sooo much baby Kaycee! Tita Bhey loves and cares for you alot.

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Dreams and Memories

As I let him to be part of my life. I told myself that I would not look for someone who'll be greater tahn him. There might be still be some whom I could say greater than he does, though he wasn't that expressive, him alone was enough, more than it meant to everyone else. I love for the reason.."I give not only my love but also my life." This shows that love is risky, difficult, most of the time painful, too. But "love and happiness" still win.

RISKY in a way that I might grab chances out of the real circumstances that might bring changes to everything that flows and happens around me, and with the people I dwell with. DIFFICULT because simply chained with "risk-taking." Sometimes I'm caught in a situation where I find it hard to escape from. I have to decide what should be the right thing to do. PAIN is definitely the saddest part. Sometimes my attempts are not successful. Thus, frustration and disappointments area about to reach my heart and mind that will surely bring tears to my eyes. LOVE and HAPPINESS are the greatest thing of all. After the tears there is laughter and joy, after the mourning--new life comes. LOVE is the reason why I keep on trying and trying, taking risks hundreds of times, even in facing difficulties and sacrifices. I have my dignity to stand in everything and anything I want to happen with my life. Anyway, it's my decision. It is me who will decide and judge, not anyone else. It's me who'll take my own route. HAPPINESS is the fruit of all these stuffs. Once a mission is successfully done and accomplished--it brings satisfaction. Isn't it? After all the difficulties, success awaits me in the end. It will be in my bare hands, tightly holding it letting it not t o escape. SATISFACTION is in the peak of the road as long as there is the repayment of every action done. Repaid on a way, I can feel that he feels what I intend to make him feel; and vice versa. People are really different individuals. We can not hold nor control one's emotion and behavior.

I give love because I want to be loved;

I care because I want to be protected and cared;

I sacrifice to show how strong I am to fight for what I am really fighting for;
I smile to give others reason not to cry;
I want to give my sweetest yet simple hugs and kisses to warm him and make him feel that he's not alone;
That he has always companion when he'll be in my little arms;
I giggle to make him feel that I am happy with him..

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I wrote this when last 19th of July year 2008. When I was on my adjustment stage from a heartache. My boyfriend and I broke up several times already and yet we are together again at present times.