AGONY OF A BROKEN HEART(poem)

I fought for the one I chose to love, but he gave me up.

I tried to be strong to save the realtionship we used to have.

I fought because it was him the alone the man I loved the most.

Happiness overflew my heart when he was mine, but when he chose to leave me my world changed into dark.

My eyes showed tears of pain, my heart cried in vain.

My world was in a sudden grief by my own fate.

A sullen despair that I tried to compel in time,

But dealing with these trials and burden were my hardest times.

He left with still love for me; questionable heart spoke before me...

"Why he had to do this? Why he had to leave?"

My mind knew to comprehend but my heart couldn't feel anything.

I felt my whole being fell apart, letting the dawn and twilight witnessed by sight.

Life is the challenge itself, live it up well the best it can

Love might have forsaken me & have been cruel in the end.

Gd has better plans along the creek, a better future ahead.

He gave the mest love for me, nothing but the best yet still lost it.

Each breath I breathe seemed a knife that cut off the precious gem I kept inside.

Breathing slowly ripped off my senses within.

Slowly dying because of burden, pain & despair.

"Living dead" probably described what I was on that moment.

Months had gone past, nothing has changed.

Until one day came...

Hard times & heartaches must not be reasons to lose the fight

Rather consider those as positive stuffs that come to life.

I mustn't loss hope because I might be completely defeated.

Heartaches shouldn't be reason to stop the turning but rather factor to keep  going and fighting.

"GOD is really GREAT! His love is incomparable.

He is a symbol of a good Father who's willing to give a hand to His daughter.

No one can live without Him because without Him life is meaningless at all.

Human needs Him same as we need air to bridge our lives.

Bottomline:

         Know what's about this poem? Well, I wrote this when my boyfriend and I broke up almost months and months before. I couldn't remember the exact date. It's sooo sad to think and feel being lonely and far the one you love. And more painful it seems to be when he left you without even telling why he has to. :[[ I just want to post it out here. 

REALITY

            You can never assure that what you hold now would always be yours. Life was never meant that way. Everything has endings, we just can’t be sure that it will be a happy ending, sometimes sour and painful when remembered. But it can also be a successful one ending in terms of studies, work and achieving dreams. Life always lead to death; relationships would lead to break ups and cool offs; marriage leads to divorce or annulment. What make all the difference is on how things and situations are handled and solved— it’s how a person deals with life. Live your life as you want it to be but always remember that in things we do, it always correspond consequences.

                Suffering has endings. God never wants us to suffer. It is us who put ourselves in vain, burden, misery, sorrow, pain, frustration and all kinds of negative aura in human. In our lives, we are given two choices: the right and wrong tracts. The right path is the path along with God. Because with God, we can find peace, love, triumph and happiness while we’re living our lives in this complicated world. While on the other hand, the wrong tract is the reverse of all on the first tact. Life isn’t always convenience. Never think that as you choose the first tract, immediately you’ll have all the good things. Challenges arise anytime. Which way would you choose?

                He gives us challenges and trials to make us strong so that we have enough courage and strength to stand from where we fall. We must be ready to face any obstacle along the way as we keep on living on this world. He makes us fall sometimes to let us know that we must not forget that there is still Someone up there who is superior among all kings, emperors and royal faces. He gives us reasons to cry to know that it’s not always “beds of roses”. It also helps to make us grow and see what is right from wrong. There are times we don’t see imperfections where we think seem to be perfect but “nothing or anyone is “really perfect”. Especially when you have all the goods and wealth of life: money, luxurious rides, nice and big houses, updated gadgets that make ‘life is worth living. Practically speaking, who wouldn’t want these all? I, myself, dream of having this material world. “Convenience is the perfect word of description.

                As the word rotates, after the day—darkness covers the land but dawn waits to see the grace of the rising sun. Days pass by for years; then years to decades and centuries. In every tick of the clock things might change immediately. We will just be surprised and say: “are these all true?” As a person grows older, his views and principles change on his ways of deciding things on life.

                I can’t picture what my life will be 5 to 10 years from now. What kind of job will I be hired? Would it be what I really dreamed of as I start making my dreams? Whom will I spend my life with?

                Always praise God for His doings. God has plans for us. What we experience is under His plans. Be confident enough!—Let Him maneuver our lives. Things happen for a reason. Just have the faith…keep it with us all the time.

                Lift the entire burden to Him. He can comfort us more than comfort hugs can give to us. His care makes us safe and guarded from too much pain.

God is Light. He gives shine and light when we feel lonely, alone and hopeless. Our lives might be covered by darkness..No hope, no peace, no love. Know what’s wrong with us? We keep our hearts closed, tightly closed not allowing this “Light” to enter inside ours. That’s why we can’t find peace and happiness. Try making a move; after all, it’s not too late. Just keep going, keep rocking...never be afraid to face hardships and keep the faith in you heart and life! ---now these are part of a little yet broad REALITY of life.